If I am vague in this communication, forgive me. I do not wish to break the confidence of others. But there are situations with significant people in my life that cause me great concern. I am experiencing emotional pain tonight. I didn’t realize it until I went to the meeting. It surfaced, and I damn sure didn’t want to get publicly emotional. Everything in me just wants to run, to squash the ability to feel. But I know where that leads me. I almost drove away from the meeting without talking to someone. I turned around and returned to the Hut, and found one individual not otherwise involved in conversation. I pulled him inside and let it out. I talked and he listened. No rose garden promises. Just an understanding ear. Something to shine a light on the horrors that haunt my mind.
Alanon was mentioned again. Probably something I should look into.
Daily Reprieve 