Did you ever just want to die…to have all this shit wrapped up and over with?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dipFMJckZOM&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAsV5-Hv-7U&feature=related
Bye
Please don’t call 911, I’m just feeling this … I have no plans to self-terminate.
Again. I’ve done it again. People in recovery are starting to talk to me about going into detox so that I can get some space between me and the first drink. My god I don’t want to do that. I feel like such an idiot for not being able to stop. I know that I have a disease, but it is so ridiculous. Why can’t I white knuckle this thing down for just a short time so that the recovery process can take hold? I told them in the recovery room that if I am not stopped by next weekend, I will consider going in.
Daily Reprieve 