Endigar 211

Again.  I’ve done it again.  People in recovery are starting to talk to me about going into detox so that I can get some space between me and the first drink.  My god I don’t want to do that.  I feel like such an idiot for not being able to stop.  I know that I have a disease, but it is so ridiculous.  Why can’t I white knuckle this thing down for just a short time so that the recovery process can take hold?  I told them in the recovery room that if I am not stopped by next weekend, I will consider going in.

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