The act of surrendering completely to the Higher Power is a little surreal for me. But it has been beneficial. It releases me to respond to intuitive thought more freely. Shortcomings are more quickly addressed, such as getting into on-line “discussions” and not being able to let go. I can feel the tug that interrupts my obsessive thinking long enough to say “he gives blessings to his beloved in sleep. Let it go.”
I did well with push ups and sit ups on the Army Reserve PT test. The run sucked. But it was a run, I was trying. I will continue to seek improvement, but if the Higher Power does not want this, it will not happen. I am OK with that now.
A strong creative urge has come to life. It has mostly been spent on one of my other web-logs.
I will go to another CA group that needs help and support, in an hour or so. Time to get out there again.
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