Great 1st step meeting. Someone said that before she could identify herself as anything else, she had to recognize that she is an addict. This resonates tonight, while I am having such an intimate encounter with my own insanity. Fatigue? Probably one facet of the negative impact. I am doing better but, lost.
Archive for August 11, 2008
Endigar 56
Posted in Uncategorized with tags Addiction, Alcoholism, Journal, Life, Personal, Recovery, Spirituality on August 11, 2008 by endigarEndigar 55
Posted in Uncategorized with tags Addiction, Alcoholism, Journal, Life, Personal, Recovery, Spirituality on August 11, 2008 by endigarI didn’t make it to the meeting last night. The fatigue made it too risky to drive. I definitely need to make one tonight. Something is brewing inside. Darkness. Quiet anger. Remembering the death of My little one in Germany. So many quiet and furious thoughts. “Too many mind.”
Daily Reprieve 