Wow, talk about morbid reflection! I came home and devoted some time to sleep. How many times do I have to learn this lesson? Fatigue equals crappy attitude. Extreme fatigue equals a free ticket to the straight jacket of projected fear and opportunistic depression. Acceptance is the answer to all my problems. I have to learn to let go. Step Six; Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character. Step Seven; Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings. The magic of these two steps is the awareness of self-destructive behavior that has become as natural as breathing or blinking. Then, a desired trait is introduced in the intuitive life of meditation. It is just like the drinking or using. When the focus was to abstain, I could not. But when the focus became a lifestyle of sobriety, I no longer had to fight the obsessively destructive behavior. Confidence infused with serene acceptance is what I desire. The ability to let go of the day, and trust that I am in the right place at the right time.
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