Archive for July 19, 2014

Endigar 484 ~ False Pride

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From Today’s Daily Reflections;

 Many of us who had thought ourselves religious awoke to the limitations of this attitude. Refusing to place God first, we had deprived ourselves of His help.   (Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, page 75)

Many false notions operate in false pride. The need for direction to live a decent life is satisfied by the hope experienced in the A.A. Fellowship. Those who have walked the way for years – a day at a time – say that a God-centered life has limitless possibilities for personal growth. This being so, much hope is transmitted by the elder A.A.s.

I thank my Higher Power for letting me know that He works through other people, and I thank Him for our trusted servants in the Fellowship who aid new members to reject their false ideals and to adopt those which lead to a life of compassion and trust. The elders in A.A. challenge the newcomers to “Come To” – so that they can “Come to Believe.” I ask my Higher Power to help my unbelief.

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There are several members in the program who have been able to hold the course, and I am strengthened as they sow the message.  I do agree that the testimony of a day by day walk in a God-centered life has limitless possibilities for personal growth.  This reality does inspire great hope.

It is interesting to me that the contribution from the 12 and 12 referred to thinking ourselves religious as a limiting attitude, because it actually keeps one from putting connection with God first.   It seems to me that the crux of today’s reflection is that religious pride is false pride.  I had to reject the “us and them” mentality to embrace a more powerfully inclusive trust and compassion.

Endigar 483 ~ Grateful for What I Have

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From Today’s Daily Reflections (late);

During this process of learning more about humility, the most profound result of all was the change in our attitude toward God.   (Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, page 75)

Today my prayers consist mostly of saying thank you to my Higher Power for my sobriety and for the wonder of God’s abundance, but I need to ask also for help and the power to carry out His will for me. I no longer need God each minute to rescue me from the situations I get myself into by not doing His will.  Now my gratitude seems to be directly linked to humility. As long as I have the humility to be grateful for what I have, God continues to provide for me.

 

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I am grateful to Gomu (God of my understanding) for the freedom from alcoholic domination.  I am grateful that I have a restored and more real relationship with my God.  I am grateful that I have a safe place to recover and grow.  I am so very grateful.