It is 19:48 and there is an impossible backlog of academic activities. Why am I called upon so very late in the game? I need to be rid of all internal and external interruptions. If I could be here on a daily basis, I would not be dealing with this. Maybe this is a Kobayashi Maru test.
The council calls for me to accomplish and to deal with life on life’s terms. i move forward, for i know it will serve Mission, and honor the Mistress who is the voice of my Goddess. i go forward. Down seven, up eight.
1652: Shower – shave – breathing meds –
1810: Leftovers cooked, Father and self fed – disposed of garbage – purchased cell minutes –
This body is short of breath and full of fatigue. Academic emergency. Must find the scholar.
I want to find My Gor-inspired life. And I realize that as the days progress, I grow impatient with the oppressive environment of today’s earth culture. I grow angry when I feel social control mechanisms sculpting Me into a dreary cog in Tharna. I welcome a world that would call for My masculine expression, and if I had too little to answer, My life would be forfeit. I know how I want to live. I just have to find and manifest that reality. One of the major Priest-Kings here on Earth appears to be Gomu.
I used Alcohol so that I could endure the perversity this life on Earth requires Me to embrace. Alcoholism is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. Recovery is a method of being true to who I am.
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nreyvSkjbvM]
[http://pagelady.wordpress.com/2012/07/16/the-bat-chant/]
The important thing on this Resurrection Day, for Me, is not that He is Risen, but that we likewise experience our Rising. I think the Christian Priest-King Y’shua would agree.
Daily Reprieve 
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