It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
I have taken this risk for all three. And I would do it again. Not impulsively, but if I was sure that it was a risk worth the taking, I would force myself forward. But all my risks have been somewhat sullied by a persistent fear of living life in the open. I am not consistently courageous. I hope this is something that the program will work into me.
I had a strange desire to fight tonight. There was something called “fight night” at the Iron Horse Cafe’ that really intrigued me. I set in the parking lot for a short time. This was not wisdom. This is one of those times when Think, Think, Think (or pause, pause, pause, if you prefer) came into play.
I went home and got dressed for the gym instead. I worked out and felt somewhat better. Now I am going to go to bed and talk to my sponsor about this episode tomorrow. Good night.
Daily Reprieve 