I know it may sound crazy, but this visualisation seems to work. The funk is broken again. I want to be real, but I am afraid that if I continue to talk about it, someone out there is going to call for the men in white coats to take me away. I want to keep the focus on the solution to alcohol and addiction, but this is apart of the solution for me. The spiritual freedom of the program has opened and encouraged experimentation.
On another front, I have completed the military physical and am awaiting the results. The job disruption is a major stress. My resources have been exhausted in the wait and may have to go get a part time job to supplement this waiting period.
Daily Reprieve 