I guess it becomes religious trite when I speak something I do not believe. Something is helping me. I should not be sober today. I know what my response would have been in the past. I am interacting with some force that is taking whatever I do and amplifying its effectiveness. Some Higher Power is helping me. Why do I struggle so with that. I have acceptance issues.
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Posted in Uncategorized with tags Addiction, Alcoholism, Journal, Life, Personal, Recovery, Spirituality on August 31, 2008 by endigarEndigar 70
Posted in Uncategorized with tags Addiction, Alcoholism, Journal, Life, Personal, Recovery, Spirituality on August 31, 2008 by endigarSee. That is the kind of crap I am talking about. “Higher Power doing for me what I could not do for myself.” That is so trite, such a religious bumper sticker! I feel like I’m stuck in a clean padded cell with guards “doing for me…” and telling me that I will die and learn to love it. I think I might be a rotten poster child for recovery.
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