Daily Reprieve

I am finding it difficult to get back into meetings.  I am finding it difficult to reconnect with the network.  I took a break from it all to accommodate the scholastic pursuit of excellence, or at least survival.  It has been a bit of a saving grace that I have been court ordered to attend 12 classes at Alethia House.  Now that I am out of school for the summer, I have focused on completing some military training.  I continue to fight pre-performance anxiety that reaches insane levels and produces almost catatonic depression.  It is not so bad now.  I am only fighting disorientation.  I will be leaving next week to attend to my military training in Missouri.

Things I can do today:  Call Sponsor and look up locations of meetings in Missouri – touch base maybe.  I will do that now.

FOLLOW-UP (1738) ~ Made contact with sponsor;  I love the fact that he hates staying on the phone as much as I do.  It was a good contact.

(1743) ~ http://www.aa.org/lang/en/central_offices.cfm?origpage=373&cmd=getgroups&state=Missouri&country=United%20States

http://www.eamo.org/

http://www.aadistrict9mo.com/

  (573) 364-5154 / Answering service goes dead.  I sent an email request for help in finding local meetings to [dist9@eamo.org].

Now I must return to my preparations for departure.

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