Endigar 158

Am I useless?  Me, just me.  Did this Higher Power connect with me because I am such a nothing that I can be overwhelmed by its presence, possessed and used like a puppet?  Does its presence in my life demonstrate its power because I am so very weak?  I smell the stench of religion. 

How insulting would that be.  How absolutely nauseating.  I would rather die a tragic death than live out a life of confirmed self-judgment.  Confidence in me?  Is that not allowed?

Time for meditation, maybe some answers, now that I can get a grip on the questions.


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