Daily Reprieve

I have lost track of my Higher Power.  The new week starts and the prospect that I will once again belong to the military causes Me some intense anxiety.  For some reason, I transform fear into depression.  I turn inward.  I become somewhat morose.  And my intuitive sensitivity is obscured.  I am going to see if I can convince myself to lie down and actually sleep.  I am going to look up that prayer having to do with fear and see if I can plant it in my brain before drifting off.  The prayers are basically encapsulated principals.  Anyway, I must shut it down.

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