Daily Reprieve

I am going to head out to an 8:30 meeting at the Hut tonight.  Today was a very active, physically demanding day.  But the rush of customers, the fast pace, seemed to fill me with an adrenaline rush.  It was very exhilarating.  I found that I was able to climb like spiderman, and focus, and move quickly.  And this all seems to derive from starting the workday off with a plan.  And working alone also helped.  No one to interrupt my plans.  I am sure that somewhere along the way I am going to collapse.  But I am still up.  Tonight is a 10-12 step meeting.  Spiritual maintenance.  Beginning to drag emotionally.  I guess its time to get moving.

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