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My beautiful young daughter came home yesterday. I really love being with my children. She said a few things that challenged my parental courage. We talked intensely and then I spent some time with the Higher Power. Parental fears are worse than any Saw movie, and can turn grown men into blithering apes. Having a daughter as beautiful as mine and being a man well familiar with the impact of lust on the male psyche creates a playground for horror scenarios. I spoke to her of vigilance and keeping her brain engaged and my spider senses tingling about a particular guy that she she likes as a friend only. When I went to the meeting and connected with the recovery social mind once more, I could see past the fear, and see the strong and intelligent young lady who still loves her father, and is willing to listen.
So she and I sat down and watched the movie “Jonathan Livingston Seagull” together. I had been putting it off for fear that my hopes and expectations for the movie would be disappointed. This is the same reason I have not been able to watch the newest Indiana Jones movie. The very first one was a source of spiritual ecstasy, and this last one has a link to Edgar Cayce via the crystal skull phenomenon who was instrumental in re-opening me to the prospect of intuitive contact with my Higher Power. Actually, I attempted to emulate his methods for my own personal meditation.
The Seagull movie was powerful. No disappointment. She wants to bring it home for her brother to see. Today I was able to chose courage and inspiration over fear and repression working the principals of this program.
I may take a risk on the Crystal Skull movie today.
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