Endigar 023
Yesterday, I secured 9 months sobriety. I picked up my CA tag tonight. I am absolutely amazed. I am at a loss for words tonight, maybe because I have plunged into the excesses of gluttony at IHOP with that wonderful Colorado Omelet. Maybe it is because I know I have to get back up in a few hours for work. Regardless of the steady drumbeat of life’s marching orders, I feel a sense of reverence and awe, a moment of quiet intensity that moves beyond reflection. I have truly experienced something greater than myself, that is working for me. Prior to this day, I have experienced many greater powers that have worked against me, stood in line to rape me, exploiting my devotion. Now I am aware of a Higher Power that seems to give a damn about what I give a damn about. Thank-you Jon. Good Night.
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