Endigar 898 ~ My 11th Step Prayer – Updated
UNLESS the God of my understanding builds my home, it is futility for me to build in isolation. I ask the Infinite One to build through me.
UNLESS the God of my understanding guards the city of my birth, no security system will keep it safe. I ask the Complete Entity of the Universe to keep safe that which is important in my life.
It is futility for me to get up early, go to bed late, and eat the bread of anxious toil, for the God of my understanding gives blessings to me even when I am sleeping. I ask for the loving embrace of the Spirit to help me pause, relax, take it easy, and to listen.
Behold, my new life is a heritage and a gift from the God of my understanding. Gomu causes the womb of my soul to bring forth a reward. I shall not close the door on it but will learn to pack it all into the stream of life. I ask you to relieve me of the fears that come with this mortal body.
Like the precision strikes of a warrior’s arrows, so are the works of the God of my understanding from within me. I am blessed with a full quiver of new life because of my connection with Gomu. Help me to walk the narrow path of my own individuation that gives permission to others to do the same.
I will not stand in my isolating selfishness, and when I meet my adversaries at the city gate of my mirror, I will not be ashamed. I will address my true wrongs, make amends, and forsake debilitating shame. Help me, Gomu, to be useful through this process.
Speaking for me, I will look expectantly to You, God of my understanding, and with confidence in You I will keep watch;
I will take this confident expectation with me today and wait for the God of my recovery of the true Self.
I know that You will hear me.
Do not rejoice over me when I suffer the tragedies of life, O my enemy!
Though I fall, I will rise;
Though I sit in the darkness of distress, the Spirit of Gomu shall be a light for me.
So be it and so say we all.
Daily Reprieve 
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