Daily Reprieve

Well, sponsee number two fired me tonight.  He said that he just wanted to let me know that he got a new sponsor and that the reason he hadn’t been calling me is not because he had gone back out.  I think he felt that I was neglecting him, not staying in contact as I should.  I was having problems with going to that Celebrate Recovery group.  My own personal baggage.  I was obviously taken aback, but I caught myself  to assure him that he was doing the right thing to realign himself with someone new if he felt he wasn’t getting what he wanted from me.  Yet I truly felt that he was attempting to control me, to judge me.  I guess I should talk to my sponsor about this.  I bought a book on sponsorship.  All I can do is work on my side of the street and do my best to improve.

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