Daily Reprieve

Quiet.  I am tired, but I look back over the day.  I am absolutely amazed at some legal and financial releases that my sponsee received, as though in response to his demonstrated willingness to work this program.  Yet I need some kind of release in my own heart.  What is it that is lodged there.  I shared in a new-comers meeting.  I think my interpretation of the program is becoming clear to me.  But there is something else that needs to happen.  I feel it.  But there is no time for meditation.  I must get some sleep before going into work in a few hours.  I really don’t want to lose my Father, but I do not want to cling to him if it is his time.  I don’t want to lose him.  But I will.  Good Night.

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