Daily Reprieve

Unuseful Idea:  Failure is inevitable, and if that failure is proven, revealed, discovered…I must die.

No wonder I hate taking any test I don’t have a pretty good feel about.  And I do not feel good about this Java midterm.  I had all day yesterday to read and I just could not get out of my head.  And it was probably due to the influence of this old idea construct.  I truly do wish these ideas could be super novas…a release of all that bottled up potential life.  Bottled up life…ha.

I feel a lot of fear before this test…it is paralyzing.

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